Feeling

-These word can describe my feeling now-

Depressed 

Disappointed 

Stress

Sometimes people just don't understand...

Something i'm asking myself 

 To always be unhappy and how much longer must I wait...Sometimes i just wonder why I can't 

escape, is this my fate?When something happen, i didn't want to admit it.I rather choose to hide 

the hurt to smile instead of cry.But i'm hate myself ,i cant control my teardrops slowly fall from 

my eyes.I want to say words hurt more than anything else can, sometimes forever...

It's easy

It's easy to speak ,but not to be heard

It's easy to smile ,tough inside you heart

It's easy to forgive ,than it is to forget

It's easy to hart ,yet hard to mend

It's easy to lie ,but you can't tell the truth

It's easy to help someone when it's someone ,not you

It's easy to die ,compared to hanging on

It's easy to smile when all the pain is gone

It's easy to say Hello than it is Goodbye

It's easy to walk on ground ,than it is to fly

It's easy to hold someone when they sit and cry

Even tough all you do is hate them so much inside

It's easy to tell someone ,your love for them is true

but it doesn't mean they'll have to love you back ,too.

Dala...shoes

My UEL gang has brought me the hush puppies flat as my birthday present ...love u all

I'm try my new shoes

Dalang

green color flat,my favorite's color  

nice leh

My new baby

Finally get myself a pair of shoes from hush puppies

I like this shoes so much and i want it badly for a long time

plus hush puppies doing summer sales now

my shoes got 30% discount,i just need pay RM139.30

normal price is RM199.00,it worth

I'm green mania

My new target 

waiting someone buy for me

wakakaka

aww...holiday

Awww, abandon my blog has quite long time,finally i'm back.Finish my final at last month,but i'm lazy to blog,wakakak.I have no choice, idleness is the nature of Taurus.After exam ,we went for lowyat redbox to celebrity.Seriously,i more prefer the surroundings at the garden compare with lowyat.

Are u agree with me,girl are liking take photo

our classic pose [Flower]

I like this pic so much,everyone look so happy

me and mei mei,my residence buddy

me,elaine and genius eunice

cute leh

me and charmane

we have same constellation

Wan tan mee

Food i eat ,not bad

After sing k,we decide go levain for high tea which is located at bukit bintang there.

Cocoa or chocolate?

the taste is same,sha sha fen bu qing chu

take a photo before we leave

ahahah...i miss their bread and so on

Happy Birthday

=Happy Birthday to me=

Arrgh

Arrrgh....i want shout loudly....i'm too tired with it-Assignment.Sigh,i was killing by assignment,can i give up,i don't know where to start!!!Research proposal-i hate u.But i have no choice,i must do it!!! After 3 week later i'll start seat for my final but now my assignment ain't finish yet,really wtf...i have no time !!!Assignment is driving me crazy,i'm exhausted and i need a holiday...

teehee...

well,i'm planning back my home at 11am after finish class.But i change my plan at last minute,so i follow my friend go to mid valley....although the time i reach just 1030am,but the parking zone is full,luckily we still can find the parking. Seriously,i just can say ppl crazy with Ipad 2,terrible line up at emachine outside...Finally,chatime at the garden start operation already,i miss their pearl milk tea so

much....teehee !!!

Pearl milk tea

Always is my choice,normal cup with rm5.90

I think it's can consider as cheap =)

i'm thinking how i spend 3 hour...Finally,i decide go starbuck at times square to spend my time!!!Get myself one cup Green tea ice blended,woohoo!!!If not i will boring and hot till die,actually not so serious lah....

vitamin C - (friends forever)

I love this song so much and i'm addicted to this song

I can repeat listening non-stop no matter i'm sad or happy

♥♥♥Friend forever ♥♥♥

=(

I'm not happy,but who care !!!

I do not beg u grateful me

Seriously,i'm not

If you don't like me,u can leave me away

Hate !!!

Sunday again...which means that the next day is monday,dislike!!!Sigh,i don't want go to college,dunno why i has this kind feeling.I hate many many thing!!!Dunno how to describe my feeling now,sumore no one can be my listener,not happy at all !!!Someone,I'm telling u now,please don't treat yourself as my best friend,you are not,i wont care what u did,but i'll treat u like how u treat me...fair!!!plus dun try to challenge my patient!!!if not......HAHAHA

suddenly found this photo,i miss my high sch frz so much

Times to sleep...Good night all

P/S:u can hate me if u want,eventually u'll love me

Give of Love

Now i'll try to read some stories to improve my English,no doubt!!!Just want to share with you all only...=)yup,what a touching story.Deep love,can u feel it.

The passengers on the bus watched sympathetically as the attractive young woman with the white cane made her way carefully up the steps. She paid the driver and, using her hands to feel the location of the seats, walked down the aisle and found the seat he had told her was empty. Then she settled in, placed her briefcase on her lap and rested her cane against her leg.

It had been a year since Safiya, thirty-four, became blind. Due to a medical misdiagnosis she had been rendered sightless, and she was suddenly thrown into a world of darkness, anger, frustration and self-pity. Once a fiercely independent woman, Safiya now felt condemned by this terrible twist of fate to become a powerless, helpless burden on everyone around her.

"How could this have happened to me?" she would plead, her heart knotted with anger. But no matter how much she cried or ranted, she knew the painful truth her sight was never going to return. A cloud of depression hung over Safiya's once optimistic spirit. Just getting through each day was an exercise in frustration and exhaustion. And all she had to cling to was her husbandMeraj.

Meraj was an Air Force officer and he loved Safiya with all of his heart. When she first lost her sight, he watched her sink into despair and was determined to help his wife gain the strength and confidence she needed to become independent again. Meraj's military background had trained him well to deal with sensitive situations, and yet he knew this was the most difficult battle he would ever face.

Finally, Safiya felt ready to return to her job, but how would she get there? She used to take the bus, but was now too frightened to get around the city by herself. Meraj volunteered to drive her to work each day, even though they worked at opposite ends of the city.

At first, this comforted Safiya and fulfilled Meraj's need to protect his sightless wife who was so insecure about performing the slightest task. Soon, however, Meraj realized that this arrangement was not working - it was hectic, and costly. Safiya is going to have to start taking the bus again, he admitted to himself. But just the thought of mentioning it to her made him cringe. She was still so fragile, so angry. How would she react?

Just as Meraj predicted, Safiya was horrified at the idea of taking the bus again. "I am blind!" she responded bitterly. "How am I supposed to know where I am going? I feel like you are abandoning me."

Meraj's heart broke to hear these words, but he knew what had to be done. Meraj promised Safiya that each morning and evening he would ride the bus with her, for as long as it took, until she got the hang of it. And that is exactly what happened. For two solid weeks, Meraj, military uniform and all, accompanied Safiya to and from work each day. Meraj taught her how to rely on her other senses, specifically her hearing, to determine where she was and how to adapt to her new environment.

Meraj helped her befriend the bus drivers who could watch out for her and save her a seat. Meraj made her laugh, even on those not-so-good days when she would trip exiting the bus or drop her briefcase. Each morning they made the journey together and Meraj would take a cab back to his office. Although this routine was even more costly and exhausting than the previous one, Meraj knew it was only a matter of time before Safiya would be able to ride the bus on her own. Meraj believed in her, in the Safiya he used to know before she would lost her sight, who was not afraid of any challenge and who would never, ever quit.

Finally, Safiya decided that she was ready to try the trip on her own. Monday morning arrived, and before she left, she threw her arms around Meraj, her temporary bus riding companion, her husband, and her best friend. Her eyes filled with tears of gratitude for his loyalty, his patience, his love. Safiya said good-bye, and for the first time, they went their separate ways.

Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday... Each day on her own went perfectly and Safiya had never felt better. Safiya was doing it! She was going to work all by herself!

On Friday morning, Safiya took the bus to work as usual. As she was paying for her fare to exit the bus, the driver said, "Sister, I sure envy you."

Safiya was not sure if the driver was speaking to her or not. After all, who on earth would ever envy a blind woman who had struggled just to find the courage to live for the past year? Curious, she asked the driver, "Why do you say that you envy me?"

The driver responded, "It must feel so good to be taken care of and protected like you are."

Safiya had no idea what the driver was talking about, and asked again, "What do you mean?"

The driver answered, "You know, every morning for the past week, a fine looking gentleman in a military uniform has been standing across the corner watching you when you get off the bus. He makes sure you cross the street safely and he watches you until you enter your office building. Then he blows you a kiss, gives you a little salute and walks away. You are one lucky woman."

Tears of happiness poured down Safiya's cheeks. For although she could not physically see him, she had always felt Meraj's presence. Safiya was lucky, so lucky, for he had given her a gift more powerful than sight, a gift she did not need to see to believe - Gift of Love that can bring light where there had been darkness ...

Do you believe the power of love!!!

Lil update-HAPPY CNY

Just realise i have long time no update my blog.No choice,i'm busy like hell,i need help my mum tie up hamper,plus i'm lazy too.Haha!!!Ya,Happy Chinese new year to everyone,but dunno why i don't have cny mood.Picture of today,Omg my hair look so weird,i need straight my hair again...

Lastly,happy chinese new year to all again

Halo...

Halo...Goodbye 2010,welcome 2011.Times flies,i'm getting old,just realise i've turn into the 2o already.In year 2010,it was my first year to college.I'll started second year in college soon. Still enjoy my holiday,i'm getting bored.Words can’t describe how bored i am now,plus really nothing can do.Something happen,i just can say hypocritical people is too much,but u still need pretending to have very happy when face to face with them...no choice!!!God grant me the serenity to accept the things i can't change.YEAH...i'll going to kl shopping,i can't wait, trying to grab some new stuff.Sadly,charmane cant go wit us.Updating my singapore trip picture,a little bit late,bcs i'm too lazy...I'm looking forward going to universal studio in this year.

we buy same clothes...purposely=)

ah ma and me=) elaine and eunice =)

Siloso beach,we are coming

our name =)

eunice and me

Lastly,merlion

Didn't take too much picture at sentosa,

bcs we can't wait going to vivocity shopping.

p/s:new year new me...

Iyaz - So Big

I love this song so much...Bravo

i'm fall in love with it-SO BIG

So Big Lyrics

Well it's done know it's ya boy IYAZ "J.R" Rotem
Now i wanna do it up (So Big)
Party it up (So Big)
spend it up (So Big)
So the whole world knows my love for you is(So Big)
My heart is (So Big)
My love is (So Big)
For you,for you

Now wit' a girl like u, nothing u can do
But give the whole world to her 24-7
When she looking so sweet that kind of body
You dont mind spending all of your time..time..time
And its not that you were asking me for nothing
I just wanna show you how deep my love is

cause with them girls before
i wasnt feeling so, Gone!
But wit' ya girl
i'm losing control..yo!

Now i wanna do it up (So Big)
Party it up (So Big)
Spend it up (So Big)
So the whole world knows my Love for you is(So Big)
My heart is (So Big)
My love is (So Big)
For you,for you

Now wit' a girl like you,
I don't care who,
Passes my way,
Rhianna or Beyonce,
Could holla at me,
It doesn't mean a thing,
Cause nothing compares to the joy you bring.

them girls can go,
i wasnt feel so calm
But wit' ya girl
i'm losing control..yo!

Now i wanna do it up (So Big)
Party it up (So Big)
spend it up (So Big)
So the whole world knows my love for you is (So Big)
My heart is (So Big)
My love is (So Big)
For you,for you

http://www.elyricsworld.com/so_big_lyrics_iyaz.html
I want to do it (So Big)
Cause girl we are (So Big)
Let's pop them bottles(So Big)
Like superstarsz (So Big)
We takin' over (So Big)
We got that Love (So Big)
Let's make it global (So Big)
Let's blow it up (So Big)

Ohhhh...woahh...oahhhh

If this is real love,
Then I didn't know before,
She gotchya boy,
Doin' crazy thing that I never thought i'd ever do,

Now i wanna do it up (So Big)
Party it up (So Big)
spend it up (So Big)
So the whole world knows my love for you is (So Big)
My heart is (So Big)
My love is (So Big)
For you,for you

My heart is...
For You, For You, For You
My Love is...
For You, For You, For You
My heart is...
For You, For You, For You
My Love is...
For You, For You, For You